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Felt better on my walk. Back at my laptop and miserable again. Oh and someone is reporting a bizzare bug with our Android app yay FML.

supreme court announces revolutionary new one party system

They call it a submarine because it gets dommed by the water

I should probably try to start working on my Gopher server again. That might be fun.

mental health 

I've also tried a couple different therapists and stopped seeing them because neither one seemed to be much help. I know I should probably keep looking and try to find another one but it's pretty hard to research another therapist when you can't even make yourself get out of bed.

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mental health 

I should probably increase my meds again but the side effects SUUUCK and I'm so sick of them and I've tried almost all of them.

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mental health 

Fallen into depression pit again. This week has been awful. Trying no alcohol, exercising, getting off social media. Can't make myself work. Wanna sleep. Spouse is sick of my episodes and thinks I'm a lazy mope. Have so much to do at work and not keeping up. Yesterday I slept most of the afternoon instead of working and worked a little at night to try to catch back up.

when you're messaging with someone and kinda wanna do something else but you have to wait for them to break the contract by not responding to something you say rather than the other way around so you win the conversation

If your design system does not have accessibility and inclusion at its core, start over.

so tired all the damned time. i'm sure my depression isn't helping matters.

depression/suicidality 

anyway, Brad Delp is currently making me sad.

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depression/suicidality 

Probably one of the most self destructive things I do when I end up in a depressive episode is I start reading about other people's suicides.

Back at Ruby after months of doing Python and can't stop making self the first argument of my methods. :eyeroll:

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