Depression/mood is awful today. Had a hijacked amygdala today where I freaked out and then felt depressed about it and still haven't recovered. Diving into social media to try and fix things made it work. Been weighing taking a "mental health day" off from work but instead just stayed on but did nothing.
@deshipu yeah, I actually have seen several docs. Now I’m on a stimulant basically because I’m hypersomulent cuz they can’t figure it out. I have a CPAP cuz I had a borderline sleep study but it doesn’t seem to help. Gotta keep trying I guess. It might just be my usual depression.
my mood has been shit lately. i'm maxed out on SSRIs and shouldn't go up on Lamotrigine and i'm out of weed. i want to stop feeling like this and i want to hibernate away from everyone and everything. i've been unproductive at work and around the house and i'm stuck in a loop where i feel worse because of it and i don't know how to stop. i need to find a therapist (i stopped seeing my last one because she wasn't working) but don't have the ambition to put in the effort. i don't know why my wife tolerates me
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