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I don’t suppose anyone has some spare ATOM? I did a stupid and locked my ATOM away and can’t even claim my staking reward. It looks like I’d need .001 to pull .006 out.

If so, I’d be able to pay it back quickly. Proof in the address, see screenshots or inspect on the public ledger...


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I think sometimes all I do is hold people back.

I’m so expensive and uncomfortable and even needy sometimes. It’s not fair to anyone else.

If someone would have said 2 years ago that I'd be in a committed relationship with one man and neither of the women that were in my life at the time would be today… I'd have laughed my belly off.

But it's the truth. And sorry, everyone: he's the sweetest, most loving man in the Universe and I'm holding onto him as long as he'll let me. :-D

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I need to make more of an effort to be back here. My life has changed so freakin” much, it”s not even funny.

Two years ago, I was with two women, living with my daughters. Since then… it suffices to say: I was kicked out when I had a literal mental breakdown, and shortly afterward met the man of my *DREAMS*β€”literallyβ€”who loved me when I was most definitely at the lowest point I”d ever been in, in my life. Today, I'm happily in love, even if I'm still in a bit of pain & discomfort.

The ex-girlfriend is being horribly mean and hurtful, and then lecturing me about how I’m the reason and that’s why β€œwe are done,” but then she follows up with more meanness. She threatened to not pay the rent for shits and giggles (she’s paying it until I can get back on my feet, allegedly). She took a thing I bought for herself after saying she’d hold onto it for me. When she’s lecturing me, I feel two inches tall and 100% worthless all over again. πŸ₯Ί

I don't think I can actually focus on work today. But that's... exactly what I need to do, to try to not think too much.


Oh, I strongly hate country music.

Especially the subclass best described as sickeningly romantic country music.

My current three favorite songs are BB, Lake by the Ocean, and The Best Part.

All three are in a class I thought I'd never actually want to listen to again.

Sex life... 

I've never been in an arrangement where I'm purely submissive.

Then again, I don't initiate anything unless I know how to read the other person and can tell that they'd be down anyway, because I really hate being rejected (especially in that context).

But... I could be purely submissive if his sex drive were higher.

I'll ask again: if anyone is aware of a paying gig that falls under the umbrellas of PHP/HTML5/CSS/JS or C/C++...

Wish me (or really, I guess, my computer) luck in today's hunt for my missing Bitcoin wallet keys.

Curses on me for being such a moron a decade ago, yes. "You'll never need them," I was promised.

yeah i'd settle for just getting a damn thing that brings enough money in that he'll fucking rest

i'm so tired of this loop over and over stress and worry and ugh

why is it so hard to make shit work

i feel like i have nobody to call

if i call t he'll want to come home and he'll be distracted and we need money but where the hell is the money

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