Trust is vulnerability. Love is just some dumb brain-virus that makes us lower our guard so as to be easily immolated.
In the first week of October, my wife and I renewed our vows to each other.
Two days before Thanksgiving, I left for what I understood to be a cool-off period after what turned out to be a medication-induced psychotic episode. Meds I were basically forced to go on lest I lose my wife in the first place.
Now, she says “[She’s] moved on”.
I feel abandoned. We were supposed to try counseling first.
It was my fault for falling in love in the first place.
@SuperFloppies Been reading some Syvia Plath?
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