My friends, and I don't say that lightly, let's hope 2018 will be better than 2017, we know what -not- to do by now yes? Status:alive, see you next time

Status:alive, and I don't think I need to do this anymore now that I'm jobbed up. I'm sure I will return once drama comes back. Maybe I will check in once a week instead. Thanks for bearing with me. For now, there's no need to vent here. I'm alive.

Status:alive, waiting on interview results. As per usual, I expect delays.

Status:alive, several interviews set up this week, one fairly local. A little nervous, yet confident.

Oopsie sorry for the late status report, busy day doing sweet Fuck all.

Status:alive

This this is the only forum that I can use to vent anonymously. I need to just get it out so thank you for putting up with it. I've heard that it gets better and I even told people that life gets better when you get down. staying positive does not seem to do me any good and and being negative about things doesn't seem to impact anything in any sense anyway.

You don't know me you don't want to know me stay away, this black cloud overtakes everything in its path.

So once again if you're just recently following... I had a good job as a security engineer my performance was subpar and I got fired which is okay in some respects however I'm also undergoing some pretty major health problems, some things just don't get better, I will always walk with a cane now every cough or sneeze I have I always think in the back of my head is this the one that's going to cause my brain to explode

I just want my boy to come home from school so I could give him a big hug and he can hug me back and make me feel little bit better. I have to tell him that this Christmas is just gonna be like another day except he gets to stay home from school. we will probably watch movies and play games just like every day too. I don't know if we'll have anything to eat by then I just don't know. Note that I'm not sitting here begging for money. Good thoughts, well wishes and prayers are greatly accepted.

Most days I hate the world and everything in it but I need parts of it to take my mind off of my problems. Catch 23.

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